My boyfriend has no idea I also get off with other women behind his
back. I know that I’m living a lie, but I can’t help myself. It’s women
I fantasize about when my boyfriend makes love to me.
It’s pretty girls I ogle in nightclubs, not hunky blokes. Recently,
I went on a team building residential stay with work. For three days
and nights we worked hard but played hard too. On the last night we had a
party in my boss’ hotel suite and I got very drunk.
Some women on a hen night crashed the room and madness ensued. I
ended snogging and then bedding the bride-to-be. She was absolutely
gorgeous and so much fun.
We had wild s*x until the morning when she finally fled in guilty
tears. But I loved every second of having her in my arms and didn’t even
flinch when my colleagues started teasing me at breakfast.
My boyfriend is a lovely bloke but he knows nothing of my true
leanings. When we make love, it’s fine. I enjoy it but it’s always so
much better with a girl. What’s my next move? Do I find a full-time
woman to love? Do I tell my boyfriend the truth about myself?
Do I up sticks, reinvent myself and start again elsewhere? The
problem is that my parents and extended family aren’t very broadminded
or open people. I just don’t know how they’d respond to me turning up
with another woman in tow and introducing her as my life partner. I’m so
confused.
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